Calling the old one

She knew exactly what she did when she called upon him. She knew she would suffer beyond imagination - and experience ecstasy from that that no one had managed to live through. The more she learned about what she would be doing to herself the less she could avoid it. In fact she was already lost when she first saw the book.

EDIT: 2014-06-15: Found the old scan too dark and took a new one. Also increased the size for the online version.